Posted by Anonymous on 2013/03/30 under Uncategorized You know I thought i found the one i love that i knew everything there is to know that i have been through it all, and slowly i am realizing that i know nothing, i thought that when i love someone it would never fade, but yet it did. Damn I knew love was complicated, but i was prideful, i thought that i could just love someone without getting hurt, but i learned even more from these expirences i learned that i am afraid of heart break, and the other things i thought i was scred of i was never really scared of, I found out the real fear that i had, not stage fright, or the dark, or roller coaster,s but heart break, all of those things i have come to overcome little by little, well i mean i still get nervous on stage and my stomach hurts whenever i;m on a rollercoaster and darkness i have defenetly overcome that, but i realised i am afraid of heart break. Now that is going to be a challenge to overcome, though each of those things were hard to overcome, you know whats the most ironic thing about me, i am usually the encourager and when im sad or write these things or make a desicion i always try to encourage myself or look at the otherside of things i also am good at making excuses i n fact i think i am really good at it which sucks because i end of thinking about it too much and the end result is me not doing anything….